♫ ♪ this real life just isn't right, let's get away, let's fabricate

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other titles I thought of using for this:
'you should be alone, yeah you should be alone with me'
'maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year'
'p sure when you read the title of that set you thought that I should feel that way'
'I suck a life'
'I suck at friends'
'pretty sure you hate me'
'why do people even do things for me'
'how do I life'
'crying bc I really really really do not want to go to school tomorrow'
and
'you're lucky I couldn't find any pencil sharpeners'

Small Cuts-The Brobecks

why am I so stupid and clingy and needy and angry and hateful and annoying.
I can't seem to stop sobbing and screaming into my pillow. I'm on the verge of hyperventilating. I hate myself so much. I hate so many people. I hate I can't be with my friends. I hate that I hoped that my friends didn't have fun. but I can't stop myself. I hope I fall asleep and when I wake up I hope my mom doesn't give me any sympathy. I don't deserve any. I hope I sleep all day. and i know that no one is going to tell me i'm wrong. because im not.

okay ryan ross is my dad i guess that's kind of cool??
i think it's funny dan's llama hat is included in this because he's always "IM NOT POSH IM ARTICULATE11!1!!"
and i have that picture of justin bieber saved because reasons LOOK AT HIS EYES WHEN YOU HAVE IT ON THE FIRST SETTING THING AS SHOWN. DEEMOOON. and his face is weird and the picture is titled as 'stop yelling at justin' HAHA NEVER. i like how it turned out that's he's illiterate.

Goodnight Socialite-The Brobecks
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OKAY SERIOUSLY YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO THE BROBECK'S VIOLENT THINGS ALBUM LIKE WOW AOISHGPAUGBDG
and aside from that im really upset that I have to go to my dad's for six weeks in the summer, which is like the entire summer and i hardly get to hang out with my friends when im there and i dont get to celebrate my birthday on it's actual date with my friends, so my birthday there is always boring and urrggghdfgh
i don't want to go.
in other news, I REAALLALLALYY REALLY WANT TO GO TO A CONCERT. I WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY AT THEIR FACES BECAUSE THEY ARE REAL AND I LOVE THEM AND I WANT TO SCREAM THE LYRICS UNTIL MY THROAT IS NUMB AND GET SWEATY AND PUSHED AROUND AND THE ATMOSPHERE AND MOSHING (ALTHOUGH THE PIT IS KIND OF DANGEROUS SO I WOULD AVOID IT) BUT STILL.
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New Years Day- BVB